THINKING THINKING THINKING

i want to cook, i want to prepare food, i want to prepare food for wimmin only, i want to share the happiness i feel through food, i need to prepare myself for the reality of what i want and with whom i want to be with and how. i think if i can get into the kitchen again i can show myself the way i need to through food. food is stronger than politics or religion. a womon once told me take away food and see what happens to politic and religion. sometimes we have everything we want and often go out to see if there is something we want, of which we already have. i think i understand the meaning of the sayings you don't miss your water till your well runs dry, and grass always look greener on the other side. i realized i had walked away from all of this to go and be homeless, and now i want all that i had before i left. too late.