IS THE HIATUS REALLY OVER ?

So anyway D.... was one of the wimmin who would come by often and we would talk long into the night sometimes. and then there were times i had to ask for my space to be alone, whenever that happened D... would become very sullen and quiet i would become very uncomfortable, i had thought of telling her my plans but i changed my mind. i really gave thought to the idea that maybe i was trying to hard to find wimmin who felt about the 3M's as i did and who wanted to really deal with the idea that food is a great political tool used for generations by those who seek control over. and i am discovering that i myself have to unball my thoughts to myself so that i can express them without appearing to hinder others, i must learn again how to compose so that others are not threatened. the drive to understand the human state can be oppressive.