ANYWAY DIALOG WITH ME ALTER ON THE HOUSE

OK OK, i said to my alter the name is THE HOUSE THE HOUSE THE HOUSE, there is no need to keep on going on about the name lacking in color, since we are the ones who give power to words let it be, if the wimmin feel the name is powerful or powerfilled then let it be. Me alter started again how? she asked how do you know if the wimmin have even given any thought to the precept that the name THE HOUSE has no color? How do you know if the wimmin have given thought to the idea that we imbue words with power? How do you know this? you have never taken the time to ask them you are so busy caught up in your own shit that you have not even taken the time to ponder this your self its me, me, who is doing it and you don't even give me credit for my own existence, you are the one who is lacking openness and acceptance, those are just some words you use when you really don't want to accept you own ineptness, i should really just leave your dumb ass to your self, and with this comment she shut-up. I heard myself saying come back here you pompous butt i do have something to say about what you just said and i want to be sure you hear every word, no comment from her and before i knew i was yelling at they top of my voice, you come back here, no luck she would not say a word. Well its just as well i have other things i must busy myself with. I could have sworn i heard my alter say YEA.