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Well i have fixed the apartment up with a lotta candles and greenery from my apartment yard, am expecting 25 wimmin to be here for the (LESBIAN HOUSE DINING-in-wimminn-only-space ) to be really awesome tonight, lights at right brightness, music Laura Love,love that womon's music and presentation,i don't know where all the wimmin will park, the woman who runs the apartment building has started to complain about the amount of cars parked around the building, told her not to worry we would stay out of driveways, she didn't seem to please with my response, don't know what else to say. Wimmin are starting to show up i realize i don't know all of them who is this one oh wow i think in like her. Wonder if she is a lesbian remember everyone who comes here to the meetings is not lesbian, will find out. Hah! G..... is here wow she looks good too, maybe i just horny. Where did that expression horny come from, i don't develop horns when I'm hot,why horny? Well anyway here is another womon i don't know,she seems interesting enough wrapped in all that fabric i wonder where is she from. A total of 7 wimmin here i don't know. Everyone seem to receive the food well, i assured the womon who has a wheat allergy that the pasta is made from quinoa, the tofu is not GMO the sauce is vegan, the ponderosa lemons are organic and from a womon's tree. I wonder if this womon checks everything that she eats like this all the time, i am going to ask Iher as soon as i get a chance. Everybody awhed and ooohed over the food and enjoyed it. One womon had made a lemon cake it was good, this womon who has the wheat allergy could not eat any because it was made from flour,some wimmin questioned the ingredients, eggs sour creme milk all animal products, one womon said we should not eat it there since we had agreed on plant based foods only. I said the royal we was hard for me to hear i liked home made cake and i was going to have a piece. This caused quite a stir, not the cake me eating it. I made it known that i did not care what anyone had to say about it and that i would save my piece to eat when everyone was gone, and that i would not eat it at the meeting, a womon responded that she thought i said one thing and did another, since it was my idea to have plant based foods at the action/events. I reminded her that i would eat it when i was not at the meeting. She wanted to talk about wimmin bringing foods that were not plant based to the meeting to be shared by others, she wanted that stopped since that did not stay true to our agreement. She said she was in favor of wimmin bringing additional foods for the meeting as long as they adhered to our decisions about the food being plant based, we all agreed. I told the wimmin if they wanted to bring me some of the foods that they made we could talk about it. Another womon said if that was going to be the case anyone could bring food that did not have to plant based to be eaten by anyone who wanted it as long as they did not eat it at the meetings, another womon said then why bother with the meetings why not just eat at each others house whenever we wanted and call the meetings quit. Wow and all of this came from a home made lemon cake. I have this strange feeling that a vote is coming. After much discussion about food the agreement ended up like this. Plant based foods and drinks only at our (Lesbian House Dining-in-wimmin-only-space) this will hold true for all foods and drinks at the action/events. Any other agreement on food made between the wimmin outside of the (LHD) events.actions was between the wimmin who made it.I could live with that no problemo. The womon who declared herself an addict to meat, said she had not had meat to eat in two days and that she really felt like hell, that she actually felt sick, one womon told her that it was all in her head, another womon said to her that she needed to develop personal mental strength, one other said she needed to have a nice juicy bloody steak, another said she thought if the womon could put her mind somewhere else she could overcome this longing for animal body parts, another gave her the name of an addiction expert, another said she thought the womon was getting her meat thing off by talking about it and she also said that this was a common practice among those who were addicts of any thing, another womon said she thought that perhaps this womon had not eaten any meat recently because she noticed that the womon smelled different. I was listening to all of this and i said to myself weird shit comes out of our mouths,at this point me alter said look whose talking. I didn't know what to say to this womon i could see she was in intense mental pain so i just kept my mouth shut, what could i say, me mother always said if i could not think of something helpful to say then say nada.I cant believe all of this reaction from myself, i wonder if it is not time for these meeting to be held in some one else house. Well the womon with the meat addiction seems to be more comfortable now that she has had a chance to talk, i wonder what value will or does she find in all this advice, i mean does this really stop her from eating meat or does this really make her feel better to talk about it? does she really want to stop eating meat? and why if it makes her feel so bad why would she want to do it? I want to ask her all these questions but i also want to be correct in my relating to her, what to do?and what to do?what to do with kindness. The conversation about THE HOUSE has not come up yet i know it will I'm sure G.....will bring it up if no one else does. This is going to be a long action/event. I asked can we take a break for 5 answer yes. wow.