SO IS THIS REALLY ABOUT FOOD ?

It is time for me to call the wimmin about the next (LESBIAN HOUSE DINING)-in-wimmin-only-space event/action and to talk about what i will prepare for food. From the last event i have 150.00dollars, 3lbs of organic tofu, 5lbs of vital wheat gluten, 7 organic oranges, and 2lbs more of basmati rice also 2lbs of organic wild rice,don't have any green veggies, must get some, and something to drink or make a drink. I keep thinking about the wimmin in the group, there are quite a few of us now,30 of us to be exact and the group is still growing, i don't know if i can handle the success of the group in terms of numbers, i would much rather a smaller group but there were no limits put on how many of us could be or would be in the group, i really want the group to divide and i know that that will happen naturally i just wish it would happen soon. I will make the phone calls to the wimmin tonight and will go shopping today, i think for veggies cauliflower, broccoli, and red swiss chard,that sounds good, the starch will be basmati and wild rice mix, and i am going to make seitan from the vital wheat gluten and then make it bar-b-qued,maybe i need to make a mixed grill with the tofu and the seitan, i must make more food cuz of the increased numbers, but first let me call to see if everyone is coming. This is the part i really could get into, maybe i don't need to be a member of the group, just the food preparer, that is not a bad idea. And wouldn't you know it me alter starts to talking in me head, o right she said,it is more comfortable for you to hid in the kitchen and cook rather than be with the wimmin dealing with the things that you are not always comfortable with isn't it? I choose not to answer her, after all she is not really real she is only in my head, and with that she said to me you know, you are really a piece of work,whenever it is not what you want to hear i become not real, do you know what would happen to you if you went to a shrink and said you hear voices in your head that are not real? sister girl your ass would be filled with all kinds of meds, and there would be considerations of locking you up in the hatch and you know what kind of hatch I'm talking about.