WORDS AGAIN?

Me and me alter sat down for a talk with each other today. Some of the things she likes to talk about really get next to me sometimes in a positive way, sometimes in a negative way, sometime just in a strange way, that is inexplicable. Me alter said to me you think much to much, and then you go to the next extreme and feel much to much, she also said you give to much credit to the meaning of words instead of seeing them simply as words. When you take the power you have serious you will discover that words are just that words and the feelings you give to the words are the same as the power you give words, once you really recognize this you will have regained your power and you will then know what power is. WOW now that's a mouth full. Have you ever felt that you knew everything there was to know, and then in an instant feel as though you know nothing at all? Many many moons ago an old womon told me that in the total design of everything there were at any given time ten thousand people in the world who knew everything, at the same time there were five thousand people in the world who knew something, at the same time there were one thousand people in the world who knew the same thing. Now what has that to do with this? I realize i don't really know,i think i don't, but i don't feel as though i don't. Who is talking here me or me alter? So said me alter is this about money? money envy? or the divide of money? O.K. i am ready on envy i feel and think i have no envy about the way the womon or anyone chooses to spend the money that they have. What i have is an overwhelming annoyance with those who use money to oppress, show off, flaunt it,and act as though because they have some money what they have to say and or do with others is always to their likings. I do think that using money to demonstrate how great thou are is a sign of high levels of disdain for others and really for self and show high levels of feeling of low self-esteem. I have seen those who use money in ways that are reported to bring good will and cheer into an environment and i have seen what good will and cheer was left in the environment when they left. No matter what the divide is still there the haves the have-nots.