THE PAN YARD VEGAN GOURMET CHEF?EVENT

What an event!WOW! I never could have imagined how wonder-filled we lesbian/wimmin are. The (LHD-in-wimmin-only-space) was more than i could have ever guessed she would be, the wimmin were spectacular, the food was creative, good and definitely gourmet, and we were all gourmands with a dyke touch. Lemme tell you about the food, first the pan-yard purslane, spanishneedle to die for it was very good all the wimmin wanted to know how i came up with that one, the fried rice came out much better that i had supposed it would and the green beans lightly steamed were excellent. Here is what some of the other womyn brought to the event/action. 5 organic hass avcacados from her tree, 2lbs of fresh mozzarella, and a key lime pie, 15 ears of organically grown corn, and 2 loaves of fresh home-made bread. So we ate fried rice corn on the cob, pan-yard mango salad,green beans, and slices of mozzarella with lime juice and olive oil and sea salt. We talked about the feelings of seemingly starting over again, one womon said she was very excited with the idea of starting all over again because it was really a new experience to her, she said she did want to talk about her feelings over wanting to invited other wimmin to the event she had invited 2 wimmin and both came, however she said she had felt strange telling these wimmin that this was a womyn-only space, i asked her what was strange to her? she said each time she would tell a womon about the action/event they wanted to know was it a lesbian affair? and she did not know what to say. I asked her if she was a lesbian she said no i am not, so i ask if you are not a lesbian then why is it difficult for you to answer?She said because she knew that most of us were lesbians and she did not want to mislead anyone. Another womon said well if you are not a lesbian and you are here with us some of us who are some who are not lesbians just tell women who ask just that. O how could i not have mentioned you remember the woman that came who left the 50.dollar bill and who i had a conversation with about money she came, she was the one who gave the 2 loaves of home-made bread, she made the bread herself and it was very good. I asked her if she had gone to the (LHD) event/action at the womon's house who has the man room mate she said she had and she found it to be interesting and she somehow realized how much she missed being in an unsafe part of town with us wimmin i don't know about the other wimmin i took this as a compliment ego or me alter talking? Me don't know. I said to her o the idea of danger is appealing to you? She looked and me an shook her head and said you are really a piece. Now what does that mean a piece? apiece? a piece? of what? of course i said all of this to myself. She then asked me have you dealt with your money envy? I damn near fainted MY MONEY ENVY? I asked myself is this bait or what, i don't remember ever saying i had a money envy, she was the one who asked me if i was envious of the way she handle her money. I have got to resolve this crap with her and money now. I said to her I see money as one of the 3M's that divide us wimmin. No matter what it comes down to we wimmin are divided by money, saying it is not money but the way it is used,is what divides us means little to me, however it is or is not used money is a divider, those who have it are a constant reminder to those who don't, and those who do tend to flaunt the having of it whenever they are around those who don't . Another womon there asked me well how would you or what would you do to stop the divide of money between us? Another womon asked is that possible is it really possible to stop any of the power of the divides of any of the 3M's? I answered yes some of the other wimmin said they felt it was entirely impossible to get rid of the 3M's therefore impossible to stop the divide, she said she thought that the effects and the use of the 3M's as a divide could be lessen but the total demise to her was not possible. Another womon one who had identified herself as a seplesbian dyke said in a Utopian lesbian nation the 3M's did not exist. Now that i want to hear more of. The reaction to her i thought was strange, most of the wimmin there said talking about utopia was really just talk about an unrealistic dream,and you know what ? most of the wimmin shook there heads in agreement. Well this is a lot to think about.