OK OK ME AND MY ALTER

I have the right to be suspicious if i want, i have the right to discern and discriminate, i have the right to accept and reject i have, i have, i have, this is what is was saying to myself when madame alter walked right into the middle of my conversation with myself and begin to talk to me in what i called tongues and had the nerve to say to me that i was quite aware of what she was talking about and that i could call what she had to say anything i like and that i did have that right also. The nerve of her she said you know i am beginning to believe you might have some issue with wimmin and money that you really need to pay attention to. Maybe you are the divide or rather maybe you are the one who use money to divide yourself from other wimmin, she said i say this because here there is someone who is willing to support you and you began an analysis of her efforts toward you and the (LESBIAN HOUSE DINING-in-wimmin-only-space)action/event full of suspicion, and you cover your true feelings in some hi-fluting sounding words like discern and discriminate, accept and reject, and then you have the eggs to pair those words with i have the right to, so where did you gain the right ?who gave it to you? who else has those rights? or are they design solely for you? I heard myself say out loud i sure as hell don't need any guilt-tripping from you. You know when i heard my own voice saying these words out loud, i remembered as a little girl i would hear my mother talking to herself and i would ask her who she was talking to, she would say myself, and then she would say o not to worry about talking to yourself it was a very healthy sign,she also said it is when you started to answer yourself out loud that you may have a problem.Well so am i healthy or may i have a problem ? He he he he I'm talking to myself I'm talking to myself was that in Jane sibry song of o i forget so is that a good thing? Am i healthy? Am i loosing it? Have I lost it? You know i seem to having more and more thoughts about how to get rid of an alter,do i need analysis? My friend and my lover says she thinks i might be going anal. Well anyway i am gonna go by the house she offered and then i will tell the other wimmin at the next (LHD-in-wimmin-only-space) action/event about it to see what they think about the house and the idea and maybe about G..... I wonder if i can get rid of an alter with some strong drug, but that would affect me also wouldn't it? Alter answered YEP