NOT ANOTHER WORD ON MONEY?

Well you know before you know it power can take over you, i mean can't it or she? i mean just think the word and then see if you can really feel the word. p o w e r p o w e r p o w e r the word seem to gain more p o w e r as i say it. Now how does that happen? How does a word gain power? I really don't know but i feel my heart beat a bit faster when i see the word spell out bold like that, so is it the word or what i feel when i think of the word? me alter is out again she said pleeze don't start again with the anal probing. O.K. so where were we? O yea i was thinking about the money envy again,but not now o.k., so about the womon who wanted to talk to me about my feelings and thoughts about not coming to her house for a (LHD) event/action because of her choice of a non-plant based menu and her choice of a man for a roommate, she came to me and asked me the following questions. Her questions, What is wrong with eating sea animals (although she did not called them sea animals) and what is wrong with her being a lesbian and having a man for a roommate? Before i could response she said, she could understand me having some discomfort with eating seafood, but she nor the other wimmin had required this of me, and that she did prepare some vegan/vegetarian foods for the event/action. And as far as her roommate was concerned he was not there neither before nor during the event and she did not think it was fair that i would put such limits on her and other wimmin and that to her it was no different from when men put limits on us because we are wimmin. She said that some of the other wimmin wanted to come to the apt (my apt.) for the (LHD-in-wimmin-only-space) but felt as though they were not welcome anymore because of their choice to come to her apartment for the past action. Have you ever become aware of your mouth opening and closing and no words coming out? Not even a sound? And your heart is beating fast? And there is a bead no not a bead an entire curtain of sweat on your forehead and in the center of your hands? Have you ever had that experience? Its quite tripy isn't it?