THE AFTER-EVENT

My head is still spinning from the (LHD -in wimmin-only-space) action/event last night. It was totally exhilarating. In addition to the lively conversation and the delicious food, the wimmin left as a donation for the next time, 30 key limes from their backyard trees, 5 ponderosa lemons from there backyard trees,(wow have you ever seen a ponderosa lemon these girls are huge must weigh about 2 to 3 lbs.,) i tasted one are they ever delicious. Another 13 ears of corn(corn is in now), 3 bunches of collard greens, 5 vidalla onions, a bag of garlic, 5 huge eggplants, a bag of raw sugar, 3lbs of organic tofu, and 85.dollars. I am still thinking about what that womon said to me about me having money envy, i am beginning to think that's akin to being accused of have penis envy. Well what is money envy? I guess its time to go back to the master computer the brain. Now does that mean i am envious of money, having it or not having it? How does one rid self of any kind of envy? Is envy when u don't have something someone else has and then what ?you make an attempt to get it? Or is envy when someone has something you want and you take it from them? or is it when someone else has something and you want it and you design your ways or life to see if you can act as though you have it or you are getting it? On envy i have noticed over the years that envy has an odor, sound,staccato,beat, i also noticed that you could create music from the beat of envy. Now as i think of all of this i cant pick up the odor, sound nor beat of this envy that i might possess my money envy (see how quickly we take things as our own now its my money envy) where does that come from? me alter told me that comes from a need to possess. GEE! I have been told that there are other magnificent ideas and thought to be had, me alter says nope these are the ones to stay with right now, mainly because i find no particular comfort in the thoughts of money envy.