#2 of the 3M's MEAT

well i will leave to rest for the minute the M money; i wanna go on to #2 of the 3M's MEAT wow now thats a nice juicy color,what is meat how does it get to be called meat what does it have to look like to get to be called meat when i look at the word it seems to be unpronounceable,now is there such a word named unpronounceable,back to meat when i look at the word in different colors of red it seem to take on a different look for example to me it start to look as though i am talking about fabric or a piece of something i am not sure what,well anyways and there are many ways,on the subject of meat in some parts of the world the eating of animals is looked upon as a sign of having not yet come fully out of barbaric behaviour in some parts of the world the eating of certain animals is considered a sign of high royalty and culture in some parts of the world the eating of animal and what part is eaten is a sign of having reached the pinnacle of culture and success well with all of that said i still want to know what is meat and how does it get to be called that and what does it have to look like to be called meat,.in a (LHD in wimmin-only space)how is meat dealt with well we could act as though none of us know what it is and how it looks we could pretend we dont know what it is and what effect it has on our health both spiritually and physically and mentally we could act as though many of us were raised in vegetarian vegan natural rawist or fruitarian households and had only seen animals eaten by other animals but certainly not by human animals,we could act as though the flesh of other animal never have now ever will touch our lips yes we could do that all of that we could also begin to talk about the consumption of other animals by animals and in this case the consumption of animals by human animals who are not human we can talk about when are all animals human or not to be considered part of the chain called food

3M's MONEY

now seems as though a lot conversation on money is forever why so much attention on this one 3M's? well our entire life is somehow spent on the 3M's so a lotta conversation or rather the thought of a lotta conversation on any of them seems to be relative,so on the use of money in a(LHD in wimmin-only space)remembering our goal to maintain this space with money being not used as a tool for separating us,deeply we sincerely know the 3M's are designed to separate us, so money is used in this space only when any one of us choose to use it,none of us is required to do so we do this of our own free will and in the amount we choose.so what is it that we have discovered about ourselves and others using this approach;well seemingly out of nowhere looms expectations expectations expectations some are ours some belong to those who come some are developed by all of those present at the moment some individually some as a group,and what are these expectations about,well try the following on for size whenever i hear use money on your own free will and to the amount u like something in my head goes off whats the catch(suspicions),who are these wimmin where did they come from they must have a lotta money to do this this way why are they doing it this way what are they trying to avoid what are they trying to hide what are they afraid of and who are they afraid of who are they trying to fool what do they really want from me from us from anyone here whats the gimmick.now remember this is about the use of money in a(LHD in wimmin-only space) so how the world did we get to this,expectations expectations expectations) o trust there are more,where do we start,how about ok. well how much did she leave whoever she is, well what would be fair,well this isnt really a real thing so what should i do with something that isnt really a real thing,will i be liked more or less depending on what i leave well i really liked the food but the company sucked so i will base what i leave on something other than something i know yo se, this sound as though losing it can be very easy when i have to think about what it is i do,or how it is i be,so now we are back to do be dobe do.some how my mind begins to develop thought-form on another level.and that is so, dont know yet if its good or bad positive or negative left or right up or down simply that tis so.expectations loom again seemingly from out of nowhere,so what will they think of me of us if we leave books instead of money(as long as they have to do with LESBIANS and are for about and by WIMMIN and LESBIANS happy is here again)now what do books have to do with(LHD in wimmin-only space) well here we go anew.remember this is not about books yet this is still about expectations around the use of money in a(LHD in wimmin-only space)

MONEY

well again we deal with one of the 3M's money a womon asked how do u deal without money in a (LHD)wimmin-only space ? tis never been my idea that the 3M's are totally non-existence(well that is not entirely so)there was a time thoughts of a total absence of the 3M's was a possibility after long observations and considerations i think that is not possible if i accept the concept of yin and yang and consider the one inherent in the other a reality and i do.so what is the ideal in reality of (LHD)in a wimmin-only space in relationship to the 3M's,well i now think that the total absence of them is not possible,the demise of them is,and the importance of their existence can be lessen by a determine and constance effort of addressing myself to honestely dealing with them no matter how pain-filled it may be(of course like anything difficult time off must be taken in order to have the courage to bulid the strength to deal again)so money and use of it is dealt with through exchanges of services items etc,and when the need for the actual use of money is necessery that takes place what is noticed however is that money when dealt with this way becomes what is supposed to become in a (LHD) in wimmin-only space,a simple tool and not a governing factor for action or behaviour

3M's money

one of the 3'M's money o.k. many have said that money has power dont know if that is true or not,if true from where does this power come how is it granted and to whom who is the granter who makes the decision about who is the grantee how much money is needed to remain the granter or grantee who decide how the money is used and on what and what role does it really play in a (LHD WIMMIN-ONLY SPACE) many have said the root of all evil is money,again a very seemingly power-filled thing this money possess and again how does this happen this ability to be so power-filled and inanimate and life less and all at the same time methinks if all of this is so then(LHD WIMMIN-ONLY SPACE) has got to be the most vibrant power giving reaffirming re empowering place on the earth.now so how is money handle is such a place,one way again is through goods,services abilities ideological and political exchanges now dont forget that when there exist a time for exchanges that do not involve the direct exchange of money then obviously one of the 3'M's has been situated so that for now it loses the ability to divide us wimmin,for the moment anyway. still how is money or rather how does money gain such power,what say we give this inanimate object power.HOW? well we certainly did not invent money or did we lets say for now that we wimmin did invent money with the intention of separating oursevles from others(yes granted a very strange intent) however lets go with that;who were or are the others we wanted to separate from and why did we want to do this what did we expect to gain did it go wrong and why and does all of this really have an effect on (lesbian house dining in wimmin-only space) well.

3M's

now to continue on the first or rather one of the 3M 's money;thinking of money i think for us wimmin anyway seems to be more difficult than thinking of other things lets say like thinking of love nurturing education clothing or even food,seems to me our cerebration dont seem to hit mental blocks or walls like they do when we focus consciously on money,the whos of it , that is who has it how much of it do they have how do they use it who do they give it to consciously or seemingly unconsciously how do they demonstrate or rather show that they have it or dont,how do food choices show how much or little money they have and most important how is behavior changed when we are with each other in a (LHD) wimmin-only space and money is the M under examination.can u believe that depending on how we feel about ourselves and how we show it many times is determined by what amount of money we find ourselves with and how we use it and for what.As weird as this seems many of us in terms of money use will place food in a low priority position,not what we eat but where and with whom we eat sometimes seem more important than any thing else

the 3M's

well now the 3M's those three that seem to divide us wimmin,how do we avoid them is that really possible and would it more realistic to think about the demise of them rather than the destruction of them in a wimmin-only environ and in (LHD) spaces,start with money can we really operate in our wimmin-only (LHD) spaces without money dividing us,can we really see perceive and relate to each other without money being a divider,is this really a desired state,what would this kind of space feel like or of,what would we use as an example for existence who of us or which of us would set the rules around money monies, would there be a necessity for rules should we choose some other tool to use as money and how effective would this be in dealing with the others(those whose ideas are not the same as ours on this subject) this is a gigantic arena to enter nevertheless we must;to begin,in this particular (LHD) of which we speak one way of dealing with money in relation to food purchased is through food exchange,an example oranges from your tree(or any trees)in exchange for a meal,(ok but where does the money come from that got the food,thats the oranges and meal served) ok start again with food exchange,realize that everyone we come in contact will not be advocates of food exchange we are focusing in on our own behaviour and with that in mind we constantly make attempts to do food exchanges with everyone we deal with when that is not possible we go back to the mental idea bag and again re examine our next move.well what has been some our next moves in relation to money and food? grow our own(so how do we get the seeds)again exchanges, we realize that if you are not use to this idea it may seem very difficult to grasp, how that is pro-
bably the greatest difficult (grasping and accepting that this can,does, will,work,) try it on a small scale,for now lets quit